Fear

eFear.

The space between perceived control and the abandon of implied chaos.
The tentacles of anxiety reach up and out and in, choking the actual reality of waiting.
Waiting for the test. The result. The cure.
Thoughts race as time slows, reinforcing the need to let go. 
Let go of all notions of control, besides the choosing of peaceful thoughts.
Worry less, pray more, so the saying goes.
This is the way I go too.

-JLT

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